Losing a friend

What happened tonight was a complete mess. It was my fault and I do feel sorry for it somehow looked like as if I used you. I never thought of you anything but a friend to me, and I had it clear even from the very first time we spoke. I pushed my limit by challenging you and making you fall to my bait for the sole intent of knowing you are different from them. My cynical and suspicious thoughts took over and that complicates everything. I never rejected you for I have no reason to. And knowing I made you felt that way have me spent a good deal of time thinking about how I've wronged you. I thought that things were getting a bit out of proportion. Again, I want to let you know how sorry I am.

You probably are right. We are of different worlds.
Still and all, I will be here for you.

Thanks for the times ... the minus and the plus.